Lifelong Friends

You know that moment when a stranger reveals something a little different from the crowd? And in that moment, when they look a little vulnerable, you stop and look at them twice and think, 

“You, too?! I thought it was just me . . .”*

I thought it was just me who painted model civil war figures.
I thought it was just me who wants to breed sheep-a-doodles.
I thought it was just me who canoed Acadia National Park. 

But when your back porch self drops a hint of who you actually are, and their back porch self relates: you have the hope of a friendship.** The more personal and honest the revelation, the higher chance for (pain or) a wonderful connection. 

That’s the risk and the beauty of friendships.

Friendship begins with a hope like this. But it only blossoms when you begin friendship-ping, you begin growing the connections. You learn he likes civil war figurines and bbq. And so you take the most brave step in friendship, you suggest a way to make both of those happen. Let me admit that this is where I have taken the trembling step (oh, hundreds of times) and the efforts stall. No return calls, no response, no reciprocity. You have to kiss a lot of toads before you find the prince. That’s true in romance and in friendship. 

Sometimes you ask, and they say yes. You repeat that five or so times, and suddenly (though there’s nothing sudden about it) you have a friendship. It might not be a good one. They may require you do all the initiating (lopsided friendship). They may forget you once you move away (immature friendship). They may insist they know what’s best for you (codependent friendship). Nevertheless, this connecting-over-similarities is how friendships form. 

You don’t need to know each other exhaustively. Our neighbor Mr. E knows my son over chess. And my piano teacher, R, knows how I fake triplets.  I don’t expect my piano teacher to care about where I last went to SUP (stand-up-paddleboard). The best measure of a friendship is how well you know each other in the places you claim to connect.

That’s why introducing a new topic into a friendship (while exciting) is always risky. New topics and life itself have the power to make or break friends.

It’s why some people never grow. They’re afraid to be alone. 

E and I have been friends for almost 20 years. We met in Steamboat Springs, Colorado when we were both newlyweds. We had our oldest boys within a few months of each other. We attended and left the same church. We moved our boys from public to homeschool around the same time. A few years later, now much closer, I needed an emergency C-section. I called E to attend the birth. We moved away from Steamboat almost the same year. Now, I can look back and see the reasons we’ve grown closer over the years. So that today, in 2021, E sells my paintings in her shop in Durango, Colorado. 

But this didn’t just happen. At each of these intersections you might easily imagine how we could have fallen apart. Our friendship illustrates the difference between friends along the journey and friends for the journey. 

A friend along the journey may connect for a season. A friend for the journey connects for many seasons. At each intersection, we discover who is still on the journey. This is the risk and pleasure of growing. You turn right and realize half the folks who were at your side turned left. This has happened to me over the years as I’m sure it’s happened to you. I don’t keep up with R anymore because I don’t play piano regularly. 

Sure, sometimes you re-think your turns. But when you “gird up your loins” and make the choice to grow… the dust settles. You look around and realize, your friend is still keeping pace at your side. Or (even better) outpacing you. That’s when you realize: this could be a friend for the journey, the long haul.

E has been by my side through all those intersections. Not because she’s trying to impress me, not because I’m copying her (well, maybe her fashion sense!). She’s by my side because my pace is also her pace. 

Our back porch selves naturally pace each other.

Friendships like E and me don’t just drop into our lives. Looking back, we have had lots of intersections when it wasn’t clear we were traveling the same road. But as time went on, we realize: we do want very similar things from life. This connects us.

Friends are the ones who stay together because their back porch self wanted the same things you wanted. Not their performance self, not their social self, not their occupational self, their real, back porch self (when they’re most honest).

A lifelong friend, a kindred spirit, is someone who walks the same road with you in life. They’re not just a friend on a journey (like moms who happen to have the same son in a soccer club). They are friends for your journey, they keep traveling next to you because you share the same destination. 

Lifelong friends continue to want that same destination, year in, year out, come births, deaths, sickness or high water. 

And they want to travel at a similar pace, not just because they want to be your groupie (more on that next time), but because this is their normal pace. You don’t feel like you’re constantly waiting for them, and they don’t feel like they’re always waiting for you. You pace each other well. 

You know a lifelong friend because they don’t leave you more drained. This is the significance of a friend over a mentor or teaching relationship. A lifelong friend doesn’t have to teach you anything, isn’t trying to fix you. Your closest friends should not have to follow you on social to hear your news; they don’t need to watch all your stories to know what makes you tick. They already know the person behind the Instagram posts. 

And the risky and wonderful part of friendship is you never really know how long this lasts. How long will the Spirit of God (who orchestrates all good gifts) give you this time?

So you savor the friends while they are with you, you trust them and the bonds deepen. Success, change, moves, children, ruin, finances, divorce, sickness, politics, death so many things can change a friendship. 

That’s why I want to enjoy the wealth of each friendship I’m given in this time. The risk pushes me to invest deeper, not climb into my shell. 

But how does lifelong friendship strike you? Let’s start the conversation. 

* This concept of “I thought it was just me” is from C.S. Lewis’ The Four Loves. 

** To understand back porch friends better, please see my post “The Lawn Lady Doesn’t Know Me”.

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Dale, my husband, has fished with his boys for years. They’re not fans. Be it their age, or the lakes we chose, or their interest, this wasn’t a place they connected.

Until this summer, June 2021 at Lake Winnepesaukee. In one day, we found the magic, all three of them pulling in fish simultaneously. Cheering, hailing, celebrating each other. Dale kept busy pulling hooks out and replenishing mangled bait. In that week, fishing became the connecting point every dad dreams about.

I wanted this painting to maximize their united focus, all three guys facing the same direction, fishing even before they put the boat out on the lake. I liked how their rods were pointed in three different angles, but all facing the same direction. So I kept the water light and the dock quiet. Nothing busy except these guys.

I connected Dale’s shadow to the boat’s shadow, then to my oldest, then again connected to the boat. This connected a lot of shapes into one. I needed a way to connect my youngest, so I beefed up Dale’s fishing rod to connect both boys’ heads and lines of sight.

Connecting the big shapes makes for good art, connecting over big things also makes for good friendship. I see now, after our epic Winnepesaukee trip, how fishing bonds father and sons. This painting isn’t about the fish, it’s about the men.

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This lifelong friendship making reminds me of the thousand strands from A Severe Mercy, describing enduring love.
“And our trust in each other will not only be based on love and loyalty, but on the fact of a thousand sharings – a thousand strains twisted into something unbreakable.”

The older I get the more I cherish friendship like this because it’s a rare gift. If we have a couple good friends that’s all one really needs.

To be known, to be understood…that’s a recipe for thriving as a human.

Great words Jonalyn. This post reminds me of an Abraham Lincoln quote:

“Stand with anybody that stands right, stand with him while he is right, and part with him when he goes wrong”

We make some friends because our paths converge for a time. If we don’t share a destination, then our paths will diverge and we’ll grow apart. But when you share a destination with someone, you get a lifelong friend to share the road with

I would be! Many of my own have gone wrong, and I’ve been reluctant to speak up about it in the past. Sometimes I’d stay close for poor reasons like you mentioned, other times I’ll drift away and ghost without ever sharing my concerns. I’d hear platitudes like “don’t judge me”, and I’d be dissuaded from offering up information that I had (and wanted my friends to have) for fear of injuring an ego in the moment.

I’ve gotten a lot better at speaking up, but it can still be tough to find a palatable way to package some criticisms.

It is such a joy to read your thoughts here!

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